It all adds up to...?

We'll this week has been rough for me. But by being it so rough it added up to a different ending i thought it would be. It's been very confusing to, but its a too long of a story to tell. Friday morning was the most nerve wrecking moment EVER! I walk in the room and find my chair all the way by my teachers desk with my other peer's chair too. I walk in the room he tells us to sit down. I started freaking out about what he was gonna say or do. So i sat down and we had this silence 10 mins. Then all of a sudden these words came to us saying "Are you guys ready to hear what i have to say?" When i heard that i nodded my head but then he said "Make sure yo guys are ready because what i have to say is gonna hurt you" When i heard that i wasn't so sure i was ready to hear it. But in my head i was saying "Yes, lets get it over with" So he started. At first i was standing strong, but my other peer couldn't take it so she started showing her emotions with tears. It got me all sad but i stayed strong. But all of a sudden my emotions took over and i started showing my emotions. I didnt like that feeling but i had to let it out. I was tired of holding everything in and being strong. During the talk i said very little but that was just because  i was shaken up and didn't know how to answer. After the talk its like the day went by fast, During my leadership period i was sitting at my desk looking at my book flipping through pages, turning it upside down, turning it side ways, staring at the cover, i kept taking out papers and putting them back. I had no idea what to do. It was really confusing. More confusing for me to describe it. As the day went on we tried to stay out his way for a while because we had no idea what to do. Then after school came and when it was only me, her & my teacher he told me to sit down again. We had another talk but this time with no tears and no being afraid. This talk was like a normal talk that we usually would have. He would laugh at me while im trying to answer his question. I think i liked the after school talk better than the morning talk because i said more and gave a couple of Confident answers. Which felt good. As the pieces was being put together we finally finished the puzzle. After all this problems the solution to this was a ....................... hug! yes a hug. It's cool how a hug can change so many peoples emotions and feelings. It felt good knowing that things were about to go back to the old days. I learned that for a person to disappoint you, it has to be from someone you care about the most. . .

Interesting ending ayee?

Reply to you.

This past couple days have been very rough for me. But as i went through the couple days, i seen something about me, someone taught me, guided me & showed me how to shine. Also taught me how to shine independently. It's very disappointing to me also seeing someone like me fall down like this. I'm not that person that's suppose do to that. I'm suppose to be with the people on top of everything. This is why im here. Everyone makes mistakes but as for me i know what to do, i know how to do it. So i shouldn't be making mistakes like this so easy and simple for me. I'm not the one thats suppose to be making the mistakes, im the one thats suppose to be preventing mistakes from happening. Thats why he chose me. Not anyone else. Me! Everyone can see our mistakes. Thats why he chose me. He knew that i were gonna be great leaders. Also he chose me because he knew that i could shine together and independently. I want to be that same person he chose to be the one. I want to show everyone that i can be the bigger person. It's not to late for me to prove that i'm still here and i can do it by myself or together! This is the time. This is the final time. And im ready to be that person. It took long for you to shape us and mold us. Now its time for me to show you the shape you've given me. If it weren't for you i would be a lump not knowing who i am and who i want to be. Not everyone has that one person to do that. With your teaching skills i can use it to the next level. Not everyone has the skills we have. So i am very lucky to have them. It scared me knowing that my shape was going back to the way i was in the beginning. So its time for me to patch up the wholes and fill it up with what i've learned within the time i've been here! I've tripped on my mistakes now its time for me to pick myself up and try it again the correct way.

Cross Country ^__^

This quarter me and my 2 friends joined our school cross country team! We had to run 2 miles around a school! It was vert tiring but we did a pretty good job. We all never quit, we all finished the race. I was 30th place but its better than being last place! It was a good experience because cross country helps you with your fitness so when you do other activities for your school! This was my first year in Cross Country and i was FUN! ^___^ I think im gonna do cross country for high school! :)

5 Left

I had 6 people in my leadership group including me, but one of my 7th graders had to quit because she couldnt manage her work and leadership. She was causing some of the problems in leadership. But now that shes gone MAYBE things will clear up. Im not saying that now shes gone EVERYTHING is gonna fall in place we have couple of people that cause problems too! but we gotta see first! Keeping my fingers crossed!

Welcome Dance!

Opps, i forgot to tell you guys what happen at the Welcome Dance! Well... the dance was a success! Everything went well! We had no problems! When my teacher told me to start playing music i got nervous but during the dance i got use to it and just played songs like i was  a PRO dj(which i am...JK!) lols, We had a dance contest for best Shuffler & best dougie! We had to GREAT winners and they won each a Jansport backpack, so that was fun! Not that much people was dancing in the begining but in the middle more people came! ^____^ It was hecka hot in the dance but we lived! haha, There was Air Brush Tattoo, Balloon Darts & a waterslide! OHHH the water slide! A week before the dance we asked our teacher if we could go on the slide after the dance was done but he said no. So we thought it was gonna be boring for us but luckliy they picked up the slide late! so we got to go on! It was FUN! We was sliding like ANIMALS! What was really fun was when my friend Shaela was going on the slide another boy came down his name is Jacob and when he came down he tried to get up but while getting up he was rubbing his butt on Shaela! OMG it was funny, he face was the most funniest! lols, too bad our teacher never get that on video! haha, That was a fun day! Soo our dance was a pretty fun dance! haha lols, ^__^ (:

Intramurals_FINISH! ^__^ (:

We finally finished the last intramural! FINALLY! Intramural's is really boring because we dont get to play and we have to stay out in the HOT sun! 0___o lols, but its a good thing for the students to do. So instead of reading they can come out and play, be active & have fun! We had troubles with intramurals about people not doing jobs. But we fixed that problem at intramurals! i refereed couple times which is good because i never did referee before so it was a great experience! lols, but we are all relived that its OVER! lol,  GOOD GAME GUYS! Time for the next one! (: